I am like you, I was hard working. I remember my high school days when others were gaming, I was finding answers to my programming doubts. I remember going to the browsing centre and rushing myself to download as many web pages as I can within a short time because I couldn't afford to extend more time. After coming back home I go through the pages to find the answers I was looking for and work on the problems. I had tough days, I couldn't afford what other people at my age were able to enjoy. But those tough days did not last forever. I want you to know that what you are going through now will also end soon. Continue putting in hard work, your blessed days are not faraway.